I FEEL GROUNDED

There is a particular kind of unease that Black and Brown men know intimately.

Not hunger, exactly.

More like a hollow.

A restlessness that keeps you moving, filling, performing, achieving all while feeling like something essential is missing.

We fill it with whatever we can reach.

Work. Substances. Screens. Relationships. Titles. Noise.

We stay busy because stillness is terrifying when you haven't been told that you deserve to rest in yourself.

But busyness is not groundedness.

And filling a hole is not the same as healing one.